heart
pounding...
mind
screaming...
knife
so close to my wrist
brain
pushing...
soul
pulling...
do i
really deserve this?
heart
crying...
head
bobbing...
it'll
all be over soon.
eyes
closing...
limbs
numbing...
wrapped
in a peaceful cocoon
body
dying...
spirit
leaving...
is it
over yet?
suddenly
doubting...
want
to live...
so many
joys unmet
waking
up...
head
aching...
surrounded
by bright white
people
crying...
others
praying...
i did
survive, right?
sitting
up...
thanking
god...
in so
much pain, but still alive
heart
pounding...
mind
screaming...
i, too,
start to cry.
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